"We all want to grow up. We're desperate to get there. Grab all the opportunities we can to live. We're so busy trying to get out of that mess, we don't think about the fact that it's going to be cold out there. Really freaking cold. Because growing up sometimes means leaving people behind. And by the time we stand on our own two feet, we're standing there alone." - Meredith Grey, Grey's Anatomy.

January 8th again. 19 years old now. Had a high temperature last night, effin cryin out loud. Cried over how painful my body felt, and how painful it is to grow up. I've won some and lost some. Still trying to get some. Wish me luck.


Happy Birthday, Me.