My blog was in chaos. I decided to put more colors in it and it went... a bit wrong. And now it looks like a dark cave in a dark mind. I was about to edit it again when I realized that this is a dark cave in my dark mind. This is where I curse when I want to curse, laugh when I want to laugh, and cry when I want to cry. No faking. No strings attached.


Chaos is happening quite everywhere. It's haunting on my ecosystem. I saw it turning my friends down all the time. I saw anger, I saw sadness, I saw disappointment. It all leads to chaos. It all happened to me also, and led me to chaos also. People are so hard to trust these days and the fear are mounting as I try to be closer to them. The more I know them, the more I find that there's no point in trusting them.


Love went all the same. Who's dating who, who's breaking up with who and who's trying to get who had turn into who's cheating who, who's messing with who and who's hurting who. Nobody's safe. Everybody has their turn. Just wait in line and see how bad it is when it smacks you.


Yuck.