I really want to write. About something I don't know what.

My stupidity? Yea it kinda ruin the best part of my days. My rationality? Never for once it drives me insane like it does right now.

So I'm just gonna write about nothingness. Something highly underrated these days. Nothingness sometimes is the best way to show your existence. Being there by not being there. Existence in the non-existence. 

Sometimes you are the person whom everyone doesn't notice until you're gone. That's why it is important to create a nothingness in where you used to exist. It could be a blackhole that sucks everybody's happiness. Or maybe that's the only way to make people realize that you are important, and that they could crazily miss you when you're gone.


So do not judge me wrong. I am not missing because I'm angry or whatever. I'm not upset. I'm just want to know if I do have an existence in your life, even for the slightest.

Just run to me when you miss me. I'm still here.